because the flashes of lightning that fill the desolate sky tries to erase the bad moments that happen in our life but no matter how much i try to look at them, the blinding light only manages to white out your mind for that few seconds before it all rushes back in again.

The booming thunderous applause mocks the soul, an audience to the show of your life, starring you and your co-actors, bad memories and negative thinking, directed by depression and produced by emo-ness.

because that is what rain is, cold, bleak and overcast. It soothes a torn heart, a bruised soul; as they can relate to dreariness of the situation. Because birds of a flock, fly together. Because people like me no need others to spark off a bad thought, as i myself can do that easily alone.

yes u can have your bad moments, but i cannot take blunt sarcasm especially if i am trying to find out whats wrong and am actually trying to alleviate the situation. in the end, there is still a limit to how much i can give to u before i cross a line, something which i've been trying so hard to not thread across.

你呢，要勇竞！不是要我而是要勇敢竞争下去！要做个不倒翁。跌了又弹回来。:]即使自己弹不起来，身旁的兄弟姐妹们，朋友们都会副扶你上来。现在就先静一静吧，希望看到你快快恢复正常的你。又开心又说笑。 :]