On this mission to finish all the books from which the movies i've watched are based on, I am more than convinced that one should watch the movie before watching the show, because the experience is enhanced that way rather than the other way around. Then again, with that, you lose the chance to build up the characters in your head which is half the fun of reading lost.


Being alone this long, there is far too much time to think. The problem with that is your mind wanders in all directions, sometimes to places you do not wish to go to. Yet again, you know somewhere inside these thoughts have been there all along. Much like a hairball slowly growing and catching everything in its way. At random, it releases itself unleashing a rush, flooding your system in massive amounts. As with all things, change occurs. It never struck me till that day on the train as I took my earphones in hand, plugged it into my ears by habit; as the organ played the introduction to marching bands of manhatten, I realized I stopped thinking.

I just, let it go.

No, it was not drowning out the lesser of the two voices, but more like filling the void that it somehow created.

So peaceful.

The most important things are the hardest things to say. They are things you get ashamed of, because words make them smaller. When they were in your head they were limitless; but when they come out they seem to be no bigger than normal things. But that's not all. It's hard and painful for you to talk about these things ... and then people just look at you strangely. They haven't understood what you've said at all, or why you almost cried while you were saying it. It's hard to make strangers care about the good things in your life.

Get trippin'