never taken drugs or any psychedelics before.

but i have to say, the most uplifting feeling/transcending feels is being intoxicated and listening to music.

not any music in particular though. music, real music.

That one spotlight of orange from the corner of the room, the decent enough dual driver earphones, the cheap not too shabby bottle of wine.

its better than any drug i guess.

close your eyes.

melt away.

now if only it isnt 30 degrees and with 80% humidity. wheres my winter when i need it.