Its a beautiful song.

Rather bummed these days. Just want to be alone, deal with everything then come out fresh and new. so tadah! here i am. Albeit not the best of shape but still i think its enough of moping around.

Maybe redemption has stories to tell
Maybe forgiveness is right where you fell
Where can you run to escape from yourself?

Everybody has a story, a way of doing things the way they want it to be. Every single one of them different in their own way; Shaped by our values that was instilled within since young. Yet the problem is, some rights are wrongs and and we will never know for sure. What is right to you can be totally wrong for another; a grey area that needs careful threading upon.

Forgiveness is to be sought and found. Sought, as it has to be given by another. Found, as it has to come from one's self as well. If u can never forgive yourself, you can never find peace of heart. When you fall, the only person that you should seek forgiveness from is yourself because you let yourself down; and it is exactly right where you fell.

You are your best friend and your worst enemy. The mental chains that binds you to yourself can only be undone by you. You can try to escape, not think about it, numb yourself to it; but it will always be there. a feeling that will not go away. In the end, you have to face yourself, your fears, your insecurities, your mistakes, and guess what? you have to deal with them, alone. Because no friend can save you from the bondages that you inflict upon yourself.


Went home today. i miss home. my extra big bed, my seashell toilet bowl, my fan, the smell of my room, the incessant malay singing that resonates around the whole neighborhood, the dogs barking like there is no tomorrow. To me, Admiralty is and will always be my home.