i totally have no idea of what you think of me right now. I know that at this point of time, this shouldnt be bothering me, since we're no longer together.

trying so hard not to be a psychotic ex, yet at the same time not wanting to seem like i do not care.

What is love?

talked with 2 of my best buds today. made me think alot. and the one conclusion that i came to, is the same conclusion i have always come to. we are meant to be together.

when i came home, i found something in my email, which is no coincidence. words from a girl who found love.

"u noe something,love is not forever..but falling in love time to time in a relationship is impt

tts e early part of liking someone

n u feel tt there is nothing u cant do to tt person

liking someone is v easy for everyone..

we will always find ppl who looks nice or character gd

but its onli when u decided to take e responsiblility to endure all e hardships in a relationship

n u actualli did tt.

n also,

in a relationship,u ll slowly discover all e short-comes of tt person,n u ll get disappointed sometimes

but tt's it,love is not forever,but fall in love time to time is more impt"

You know who that girl is? Its you.

~~~MengJie~~~looking at e photos took in J1,i feel so depressed....miss it badly... 说:
u noe something,love is not forever..but falling in love time to time in a relationship is impt
·!¦[·mØñkEÿ·]¦!· .*tired mind*. ___patience___ 说:
is it when all this happens, u can consider liking a person?
·!¦[·mØñkEÿ·]¦!· .*tired mind*. ___patience___ 说:
i duno
~~~MengJie~~~looking at e photos took in J1,i feel so depressed....miss it badly... 说:
tts e early part of liking someone
~~~MengJie~~~looking at e photos took in J1,i feel so depressed....miss it badly... 说:
n u feel tt there is nothing u cant do to tt person
~~~MengJie~~~looking at e photos took in J1,i feel so depressed....miss it badly... 说:
liking someone is v easy for everyone..
·!¦[·mØñkEÿ·]¦!· .*tired mind*. ___patience___ 说:
yes
·!¦[·mØñkEÿ·]¦!· .*tired mind*. ___patience___ 说:
esp for me
~~~MengJie~~~looking at e photos took in J1,i feel so depressed....miss it badly... 说:
we will always find ppl who looks nice or character gd
~~~MengJie~~~looking at e photos took in J1,i feel so depressed....miss it badly... 说:
but its onli when u decided to take e responsiblility to endure all e hardships in a relationship
~~~MengJie~~~looking at e photos took in J1,i feel so depressed....miss it badly... 说:
n u actualli did tt.
~~~MengJie~~~looking at e photos took in J1,i feel so depressed....miss it badly... 说:
n also,
~~~MengJie~~~looking at e photos took in J1,i feel so depressed....miss it badly... 说:
in a relationship,u ll slowly discover all e short-comes of tt person,n u ll get disappointed sometimes
·!¦[·mØñkEÿ·]¦!· .*tired mind*. ___patience___ 说:
ok...side track a bit...MATHS IS HARD!
·!¦[·mØñkEÿ·]¦!· .*tired mind*. ___patience___ 说:
ok nvm
~~~MengJie~~~looking at e photos took in J1,i feel so depressed....miss it badly... 说:
but tt's it,love is not forever,but fall in love time to time is more impt

Talent or interest

I do believe that unearthing talent at a young age is essentially important, however the pertinent issue that will cause trouble is whether that person wants to develop his/her talent and make it into his/her iron rice bowl. The classic case of the talented sportsman whose only interest is in music which he has zilch knowledge of.

talent vs interest.

But no matter what people say or what researchers prove, every parent still wants their child to enter the best schools to receive pristine education. In this cut-throat world of Singapore, where the arts and sports are frowned upon as a profession, in the end what really matters is the important piece of paper that we call a certificate. Yes, once in a blue moon, a prodigy comes along bringing our nation a chance at glory in certain sports event. But still the government puts NS and academics above sporting talent.

Why? Because sporting accolades only last for a decade or so, but education lasts for a lifetime. What about the arts? With our country just being a dot in this world, there isn't room to cater for the arts as a specialty and most art majors tend to find themselves looking elsewhere for greener pastures.

So, in the end, education triumphs over everything else. But dont let it kill your hobbies and other stuffs that you enjoy, or you might as well end up like this guy.

pilot

So I just got dumped and i think it is time for me to really take a real look at myself and see what has gone wrong along the way.

In many ways i have deproved and improved, but obviously it is not good enough for her.

so what is next for me?

i wan to do many things i duno where to start.

complete learning spanish
apply for technion, israel for sep
save up money for a trip to australia
go to spain for grad trip
work out and pass my ippt next year

the old me and probably all my frens and her will most probably think its just another case of me just saying and not doing.

but this is where i wan to prove everyone wrong.

especially u.