Its raining in a distance. Its beautiful.

The low lying clouds, expanding towards the middle, like a detonated atom bomb, flattening out as a mushroom towards the ground.

The occasional flash the breaks through it from nowhere, jolts you.

Before long, the darkness of the night covers it all up; mother nature only giving a peak from time to time with the sole flash of lightning.

It been awhile, Jack, its been awhile.

white flashes are now golden. haven seen that for quite a long time.

The holy grail of examinations.

I forgot to bring my calculator to an engineering examination.

maybe you're my snowflake.

self discipline time. way overdue.

Pour. Let it pour.

Unrelentingly.

Look at the stars
Look how they shine for you
And all the things that you do

Its true
Look how they shine for you

To see you smile.

It like 30 minutes ago you were playing in front of 30,000 people and now you are alone in your hotel room. Its surreal, and sometimes, it gets lonely.

I am entranced by this tune. Like the ambiguity of the story-line, it keeps you lost in time.

Then again, this came up.

steal my heart,
hold my tongue.

Lebenslangerschicksalsschatz

Big word. Probably scares most people off.

But to those that firmly believe in it, something special might actually come out of it.

Then again, it might not.

悬崖吗?

i think so. oh no.

and in the fracas of this entire week, i totally forgot to mark out the 5th of November.

In his memory, "while the truncheon may be used in lieu of conversation, words will always retain their power. Words offer the means to meaning, and, for those who will listen, the enunciation of truth."

may not be his actual words, but i guess its close enough.

Dreams are fiction, fantasies carved from fluffy stuff that make up the clouds. It can be a horror flick, a rom-com, even a documentary, but it still does not make them any more real.

But 3 is one too many. Of the same situation, person, scenario.

Never hard to be the one observing. on the sidelines watching the action. When caught in the heat of things, we then find ourselves unprepared, though we did prepare.

Its a fine line between persist and pester. A bloody thin line indeed.



On an even more pessimistic note, the sun does not rise, nor does it set. It remains stationary, in the vastness of space.

What a word, prof. what an illusion shattering moment. But that is how it should be isn't it? To live in reality.

一千年以后.

For you I'd wait 'til kingdom come
Until my days, my days are done

Sweet and naive. Doesn't really work in this world.
Hope for the best, expect the worst.

The funny thing is that sometimes, you smile for no reason at all.
Just a thought, a thought of her.

Lana Del Rey is smoking hot. And Kaya Scodelario looks so much like her.