and so it is.

was.

will be.

Its sad to part, despite knowing that we will meet again; because it will not be the same. this void of time, can never be replaced, it can only be imagined. Its true that old friends pick up where they left off but nothing can ever fill up this empty space of lost time.

like clouds, we part and meet, but never the same shape and size.

am i sad? of course i am. its rhetorical that i refuse to answer it. but the joy i have far exceeds that of sadness. Joy, because i know my friend will be moving on to greater things, closer to achieving what he wants to become.

Because as selfish i wish i could be, to want people close to me to always be around, i know its just naive thinking. Why would i want to be the chain that hold them down? I should be the giant fan that fan their flames, in hope that they would be mine as well.

so i would say go for it, ys.

same goes for u mj. doubt u even read here anymore. Thanks for everything. i sincerely wish you the best for your 2 years further studies. Maybe you can finally fulfill your full potential without that ball and chain that held you back for so long.

because of you, i've packed away that tiny box of emotion. detached myself from that dreadful feeling of losing something again.