Work is becoming banal and it doesn't help that my body is slowly shutting down by itself. How could i have missed my alarm for 2 days and when i set it to ring at 2 different timings?! I need to fix this.

As we eagerly wait for that one thing; a rush within us brings about elation in anticipation. But that joy is short-lived as doubt creeps in; what if...

Just a sliver of doubt is needed to open the floodgates of endless questions and countless scenarios that will play through your head. Because we are impatient and irrational beings and the two form a deadly concoction of resentment which can lash out, causing unnecessary hurt.

so do we just wait? Secretly hoping or stubbornly believing?